korild

Just when the river of life seems to be flowing better, a huge rock gets slammed down in the middle of it. Why can't things ever be SIMPLE?? On a less personal note, my inspiration is null. I haven't touched my pen in a week or more, and it feels strange in my hand now. Where's my muse when I need him? Probably sleeping... Hopefully I'll get back into the art thing once the most recent trouble goes and screws itself. Oh... I'll be 22 on the 27th! Things better improve by then.

My computer, darling little piece of HELL that it is, has been in the shop (several shops, actually) for so long, that I actually MISS it. I'm longing for an innanimate piece of plastic and metal, people. Yes, it's gotten THAT bad for me. Even my typing is getting a bit rusty! So I'm on my mother's computer, even though it's slow, painful, and kinda reminiscent of getting your TEETH pulled WILLINGLY!!!! So frustrated... I miss my little devil in a box... I mean, look at how many exclamation points and capped letters I've used already. My inner-writer is screaming bloody hell, but he's been without a viable writing medium for far too long.

Well, my computer, which was throwing the mother of all fits, is now fixed. Huzzah. Turns out a fan was seized up, and I came very cloes to setting the poor demonic thing ablaze... But that's a good thing, and today is not a good day. It's actually seven in the morning right now, and I haven't slept yet. So perhaps yesterday was bad, and this is just a continuation of the badness... Whatever it all is, I'm depressed for no reason whatsoever. Things have been rough around here, so I'm not sure what to blame it all on. I'd cry if I had the power to, I really would. After I get some propper sleep I'll try to elucidate better the situation. G